why didn't I decide to go to a normal university, instead of the university of arts, why didn't I get a room in halls? why don't I go fancy dress with all my cool student friends and drink in the SU bar and go to student nights and get my cool student friends to model for me?
instead I was handed this annoying gene, which makes me want to work my ass off and attempt to be better than everyone and never settle for normal, and to insist on only hanging around with people with real ambition and drive?
WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL?!
it's not even being a normal student, I can't just fancy someone, I have to FALL IN LOVE with someone, I can't just like a piece of clothing/designer... I have to get obsessed with them and get the logo tattooed on my arm. I can't just be content, I'm either extremely depressed or bouncing off of the walls with happiness..... oh jesus christ, why can't I just be normal?
